Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Closer, NIN

You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you.
You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you.
Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I’ve got no soul to sell.

Help me get away from myself.
My whole existence is flawed.

You can have my isolation, you can have the hate that it brings

Help me tear down my reason, help me become somebody else.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Ebb; Millay

I know what my heart is like
Since your love died:
It is like a hollow ledge
Holding a little pool
Left there by the tide,
A little tepid pool,
Drying inward from the edge.

Friday, April 3, 2009

Kinda I Want To

i can't shake this feeling from my head.
there's a devil sleeping in my bed.
i cannot make this feeling go away

i know it's not the right thing.
and I know it's not the good think.
but kinda i want to.

i'm not sure of what i should do.
all of my excuses turn to lies.
maybe God will cover up his eyes

maybe just for tonight.
we can pretend it's alright.
what's the price i pay.
i don't care what they say.
i want to.